jevsie:

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Brianna. Blondee. My best friend.

We’ve known each other for so damn long. It’s insane. It occurs to me all the time. I know you didn’t like me the first day we met because I said something stupid, but I’m glad you gave me a chance like Mike asked you to, and that things turned out the way they did.

You’ve had such an impact on me. I’ve never had someone be so selflessly kind. You go out of your way to do so much for me. You would always cook for me when I hadn’t eaten for days, you’d let me sleep next to you with (or without) oliver while you’d play Mass Effect, when I was too tired or sick to attempt much else. There’s been a lot of smiles, a lot of tears and turbulence all around us throughout these years. We’ve been through so damn much together that I’m really surprised we’ve managed this far. From the earliest days when everyone was around and we all spent way too much time cooped up in Mike’s basement (which was really too small for all of us), to our ridiculous behavior at my house at 5 AM, we find a way to enjoy all of our adventures. Our trips to Pennsylvania are some of the best times of my life, even if we get attacked by diesel trucks in the snow and cosplayers asking if strays are our cats. I really do hope we can have our dream doll house, in the prettiest shade of blue.
Even the tornado was kind of fun, probably because it didn’t kill us.

You’ve sat through the fights in this house that turned physical, I even enjoyed the time I left home to stay at your house and we watched Ace of Cakes until three in the morning. You’ve been one of the few people to give me a constant stream of level-headed advice, and I admire the fact that you wont tell me anything but the truth. The whole damn truth. You’ve had everything fall apart for you multiple times, but you’ve always managed to pull yourself together. You’ve helped me do the same. I don’t know what I’d do without you, really.

I know you don’t always agree with everything I do, but you’ve always stuck by my side. While my issues with how I view people and the way I process relationships have made it very difficult for me to stay close to anyone for very long, you’ve proved all my fears to be false. You haven’t left me yet, I hope you know how thankful I am.

I just hope you know that you are so important to me, nobody could ever take your place.
I love you so much, so so much! With all the hearts ever.
Thank you for being the Harley to my Ivy, toots <3

I found this today. I miss my Ivy.